becca

难过

2010-09-17T05:09:00.001+08:00

Feeling damn upset.
5am I'm the morning feeling sick but simply can't get to sleep.

What would u do when u were at difficult spot?
I made a wrong decision.
I'm guilty and I'm upset.

I shouldn't have leave.

Feeling depress,
I just hope you'll be better.
I rather I'm the one that is sick.

There is a saying that if u pass your illness to someone you'll recover soon.
True?

Get well soon,
I love you my dear.

lovetanwenqin

2010-07-06T02:14:00.005+08:00

it has been soooo long since my last entry..

up at 214am doing my thesis
finally working on it.

bibi was sweet(:
came to surprise me at work.
he was exhausted but still waited for me to end work
thanks love *hearts*

*deeply appreciated*
muacks(:

cooking for bibi tml!!
menu
-black pepper meatballs (thinking of stuffed cheese meatballs instead)
-chilli kang kong
-potato chicken
-taiwanese sausage

you have been tolerating my bad attitude and forgiving towards me.
thank-you(:

from the bottom of my heart i'm so thankful that i met you..

so glad that we became friends..

so grateful that we are lovers..

you're always on my mind(:
love you dear

becca where did u go?

2010-06-08T23:50:00.001+08:00

hai.
what can i do?

had been upset over some stuff.
dear keep saying its ok.
but i dont know why i'm so moody and upset about it.

dear is having mid sem and these nonsense are affecting him):
lousy gf thats me ):

i hope i can be bubbly again soon.

assignment ah assignment~ exam ah exam~

2010-05-12T05:20:00.005+08:00

):
i cannot concentrate
i need to rest.

i'm doing too much research
->must be thinking a lot a research is a good thing ma
the thing is...
a lot of information but not enough time to write everything down.
both exam and dateline is on friday.
how sia.
maybe i should submit my assignment later??
bibi sure not happy if u see this

sigh i hope i can quickly finish it
but i cant):
my brain aint working.

taking a short break
hope i can wake up later.
good morning.

i love my personal alarm clock(: (:
loves.

to the one who always makes me smile and loved(:

2010-04-20T16:54:00.004+08:00

i'm in the class now. damn sian
trying to start my assignment..
since it had been really long from my last post
i decided to blog some stuff.

i'm going for a macau trip from 28 april till 2nd may
with my school.
will be going over to China Zhu hai.
hopefully i wont fall or something.

today is 20th april.
19 more days and will be our 4th month.
i wanna thank you for being so patient with me and always qian jiu-ing me.
(i know i have been saying it but i'm seriously thankful to have you)
simply love spending time with you.
love the hearty laughter we had.

i know u often worry about me cos u always feel that i'm bimbo and clumsy.
i promise i will take care of myself and be alert when i'm overseas i will contact u definitely.
so hoping that you'll be the first person i hug when i back.

u too have to take care ok?
loveyou(:

why things turn out like this?

2010-03-17T00:17:00.003+08:00

thinking back i believe you're pissed with a reason.
i know i'm at fault
i'm really sorry for pissing you.

i dont wanna futher irritate you so i'm keeping a distance.
please take care of yourself.
weather is really bad lately do drink lots of water.
be careful where ever you go.

met up with maureen, qy and eileen for chat.
coincidentally brandon(maureen's bf) was there with his friend
with the help from eileen,
they finally decided to talk things out.
brandon ignore maureen for weeks and really got her upset.
i hope after the talk they will get better.
i'm afraid that you'll do the same thing as him.

i remember this verse.

Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails.
-1 cor 13: 4-8(NIV)

trying to get some rest.
gonna wake up early.

for the first time you pull off my hands from yours
for the first time you walk so fast that i almost lost you.
for the first time you dont care about me.
i love you bibi, i'm really sorry )':

why things turn out like this?

2010-03-17T00:17:00.000+08:00

i've updated!

2010-03-10T03:01:00.002+08:00

i had been working ALOT!
i have 4 jobs in hand..
one more coming up.
the up coming one is at least 10 per hour!

i heard 10 per hour my eyes opened up to 2cm big.
(for your info: my eye normally at 1.5cm)
thats 0.5cm bigger!

sunday was a disaster.
first time wq and i seriously fight
i nv seen him so pissed, fierce and loud to me.
its my fault.. i dont wanna elaborate.
but i promise i wont be unreasonable.

2 months le(:
i'm really grateful to have you in my life.
every little thing you do simply brighten my day(:
thank-you my love.
i'm looking forward to 22march!
wonder when i'm meeting you again.
YOU ARE AWESOME IN CATCHING TOY!!!!
*i updated the other blog*

good night to all..
wondering when is my next post.

anyway!
i love gambling at RJ's house!
lets have more of such session!

supportive ok?

2010-01-16T09:06:00.004+08:00

time check: 0906hrs
i woke up cos i saw his text that says..

'your friends comment seem negative de... maybe u should consider' [fb relationship status]

in no time i jump out of bed.
you've never seen becca wake up so immediate.
almost instant.
no 'lai chuang' at all.

i haven't even wear my spect, brush my teeth or wash my face.
while waiting for the set of my lappy
i was thinking so hard who would be the one giving bad comments
my close frens might advise me not to get someone younger
but i know they will still bless me.
and if they're my friends they should be supportive.

his so call negative comments was

"OMG, AGAIN?"
"U SURE?"

my expression was =.=" infront of the lappy.

i know many people would ask who is it and follow by the next question.
how old is he.

he is younger than me
someone i met at work.
he is sweet he gives me a feeling that i adore.

some people told me we'll end fast.
whether younger or older, if the relationship is not strong enough
no matter what, one day it will end.
who says that being with an older guy means the relationship will last forever..
i cant guarantee that my relationship with him will last but at least i know both of us will try to make it happen.

i dont go for looks or whether compatible not,
i go by feeling
once fallen i dont care about anything[age etc]

both of us started off as friends.
pure friends. no feels for each other.. but slowly, some how the feeling came along.

not becos of an incident i would still thought it was one sided.
i even try testing him to see if he likes me but he totally dun show.

to be honest, we're not officially together.
i set 2 challenages for him
he had cleared one,
one more to go. haha
i know u might think its lame.
but through the challenages i know him more.
he dont give up easily, even when i said lets drop the idea he just say no.
he will prove it to me.
at least 50% of guys will be damn happy when u say 'drop the idea'

i change fb rs status as there are a few guys starting to sms me and ask me out.
wanted to put 'in an open relationship' but think in a relationship better.
haha.

if you're my friends, please be supportive.
nobody knows what will happen in the future.
i just dont wanna regret.

please stay

2010-01-13T22:53:00.002+08:00

(:
i'm happy

there is so much i wanna blog..
there is so much i wanna say..

its a good start for 2010(:

i really hope that it will stay that way

you really make me smile. please stay(:

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

2010-01-01T11:33:00.002+08:00

location check: vivien tan's house living room
time check: 1137
acccompianied with: wen qin and andy
watching ice age 3.

wenqin on the sofa with the huge doggie.
andy on the floor with his face 45 degree to the tv.

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL (:

hope u guys had a great countdown and celebration.
well i was busy working yesterday at ochre.
was a little drunk as my bosses were asking us to drink.
i like working there as i really learn a lot from my bosses and manager.
however i really don't know how to handle some customers.
guess all i need is time.

"my boyfriend will not like it, i've been attached for a year"
the first lie in 2010
cant believe i lied on the first day first hour of 2010.
no choice, that guy just keep asking me for number and dont let me go.
in the end i lied and gave my email.
oh he left his number for me too.
LOLS

the first person i called was my mum
the first picture i took with was with alexa (my colleague)
first friend i hugged was vivien(:

looking forward to all the first(s) in 2010!

becca is telling herself to stay positive
enjoy life
have fun
no more emo-ing

she's going to enjoy 2010!
(:

I got the hit that beat the block
You can get that bass overload
I got the that rock and roll
That future flow~

->boom boom pow (black eyed peas)

bar tricks

2009-12-31T06:10:00.003+08:00

time check!
0610.
MORNING!

i know i supposed to be doing a 2009 reflection but i was too engrossed in leaning bar tricks.
as i mentioned, i'm currently working in a roof top bar,
my bosses would love us to interact with the customer and the best way was to perform some bar tricks..

i've learn some and i really hope that i'll show u guys when i meet up with you all.

happy new year!!!
in 17 hours and 50 minutes' time!

hoping for a better year!
love you guys! =D

There’s a little black box
a record of emotion
everything that ever was~
->Black Box(Stan Walker)

merry belated christmas (:

2009-12-30T02:39:00.004+08:00

finally i'm updating.
someone's saying my blog is dead~
i was kinda busy, yup.

A QUICK UPDATE!
1. all reports completed! i'm having holiday!!! (: (:
2. i'm working at Ochre, Orchard Central roof top bar pay aint good but i learn a lot of things there.
3. i made chocolate 'cookies' for all my beloved friends, together with some mini x'mas hats
4. i had been pretty close to wenqin, andy and vivien.

thats a super quick update.
haha.
if u guys happen to drop by ochard central do go to level 11 and you'll see me (:
had been busy for the passed few weeks but i think it'll be better soon.
exams in jan and i'm worried.
hope i can do well.
some pictures! (:

oh! i took flyers twice this month(:

you make me smile please stay for awhile~
->Bubbly (colbie caillat)

i'm doing a reflective post tml! pic from 2009 jan to dec!
SPOT YOURSELF!

happy day(: (:

2009-12-13T01:17:00.007+08:00

SO FREAKING FUNNY!
watch it!

haha was talking to wen qin then he told me
andy another fren wanna talk to me
BUT!
he cant.
LOL
wen qin said eveytime andy click on me, he will go dc
so i told him to invite him to the conversation
then i watch he live 'DC-ing'
he dc quite a few times somemore
the best part was he even restart comp and reinstall msn
STILL cant talk to me.
1plus then he managed to talk to me then said
his noob sauce detector was on

"andy says:
serious
it will disconnect me as long as someone who emit the noob aura wans to talk to me
but i off it liao
so its fine now"

guess i got too stress then i asked wenqin to compete with me in drawing.
a girl and a boy.
but i think i won. hahaha
cos i seriously think that he draw 2 guy
our master piece~back to cheonging project!!!
MONDAY I'M ASKING YOU TO COME!

hello baby kayne(: (:

2009-12-12T03:26:00.003+08:00

its 326am
i'm cheonging my project again
haha

i've been sleeping really early lately.
5 or 6am everyday.
i'm saluting to myself.

i'm hoping that i can finish everything by saturday
that is today.
i wanna have ample rest so that i'll look good on monday
dont wanna disgrace my fren.

feed u guys the detail soon.

MY SISTER JUST GAVE BIRTH TO A BABY BOY!
haha
(: (:
its a boy again..
he is kayne.
weight 3.54kg
little lighter than his brother wayne.

will be visiting my sister tml at 7am.
HAHA
that means i'll not be sleeping.

will be meeting clar at 1 at the national library at bugis.
wonder if i'll still be alive by then.

choir gang went to watch wind cloud 2.
i was at coffee beans doing project.
they told me it was a wise choice for not watching.
zp rated the movie as 1 star.

PEOPLE.
i'm ok.
not emoing or something.
though was kinda down the passed one week
but guess wat!
I'M OKAY AGAIN! (:(:
haha
well.. thats me. get over super fast.

i'm so looking forward to each day.
looking forward to meeting new people and experiencing new things

life shall be led like this.
happy, fun, joy and laughter

love you, you, you and YOU!
thats means everybody!
(: (:

So leave it behind cause we,
have a night to get away,
So come on and fly with me,
as we make our great escape~
->Down(jay sean)

i love naps <3

2009-12-11T02:37:00.006+08:00

i'm happy
HAPPY
H-A-P-P-Y!

(: (:

its been so long since i'm home at 5 plus in the afternoon
had been ages since i last took an afternoon nap.

i had a 4-5 hours nap today
(: (:

feel so energetic now!

S.O.A went clubbing again.
i cant go. doing project
=/
S.O.A.R without R.

wanna share with you guys a pic.
Rj's masterpiece.

thats all for today.

gotta cheong project.

JIA YOU BECCA!

(: (:

No, happily never after
That just ain't for me, because finally
I know I deserve better after all,
I'll never let another teardrop fall~

->Happily never after (pussycat dolls)

better of this way.

2009-12-07T20:56:00.004+08:00

got lots of med to take.
2 days of MC.

the med is super strong, i got knock out after the med.
slept all the way till 7.

the nurse was funny,
she saw the apec sticker on my NRIC and she asked a lot of questions

presentation on wed and i've yet to complete.
sigh.
all the best to me.

i've been listening to maroon 5 'better that we break', 'good night good night'
i like the lyrics.

i love all the songs in their album "It won't be soon before long"
all the songs were awesome.
though the album had been out for abt 2 years i think.

lyrics of the day.

Tell my mother, tell my father I've done the best I can
To make them realize this is my life, I hope they understand
I'm not angry, I'm just saying
Sometimes goodbye is a second chance~

->second chance (shinedown)

love this song

2009-12-06T21:05:00.002+08:00

feeling damn sick and unwell.
my sore throat is really killing me.
i had fever in the afternoon, thank goodness its gone now

the usual hyper me isnt around.
even my colleagues could tell.

i'm skipping school for doctor tml.
cant take it anymore.
i really need a good rest.

sometimes i really dont wish grow up.

no lyrics for today.

thats my thoughts?? question mark

2009-12-05T19:57:00.003+08:00

Memories
Supposed to fade
What's wrong with my heart?
Shake it off, let it go
Didn't think it be this hard
Should be strong
Moving on
But i see you
Sometimes i try to hide
What i feel inside~

->i'm just a little too not over you(david archuleta)

that was when i rule the world

2009-12-04T16:24:00.004+08:00

busy life, busy me.
i'm freaking stress and i'm canceling all my work.

ARGH!

i got competitor.
clarissa is trying her best to snatch jacob black cum tayler lautner from me!

she really save the picture and put it on her desk top!!!
LOLS

i think both of us really too stress over project le.

i dunno wat i'm talking abt also.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

2 presentations next.
lecturer is expecting a lot ):
all the best to me):

i'm very impressed with the event planner of standard charter bank.
a christmas event that i worked for yesterday at la villa
i learnt a lot for yesterday's work.

i'm seriously falling sick soon.
terrible headache and bad sore throat now.
i want a break.

*For some reason I can't explain
Once you go there was never
Never an honest word
And that was when I ruled the world~

*guess name and singer.

highlight for solution->viva la vida (cold play)

cui is the word

2009-12-03T01:05:00.003+08:00

its weird..
its unusal..
i dunno how to describe it.

i'm really stressed up with my projects.
havent been sleeping well and i lacking of sleep.
getting cui-er and cui-er.

was kinda pissed with starbucks yesterday.
went there for project but they shut all the power circuit.
then met some irritating guys.

totally spoil my mood.
cal said i should be happy cos i manage to attract guy's attention.
roll eyes~
i dun like this type of attention.

i'm really tired and sleepy.

i look so good without you, looking fresh and brand new~
i look so good without you (jessie james)

i think i'll look damn good with projects, assignments and exams

forgotten to mention 2012 is FREAKING ULTRA DUPER NICE!!!!!!!!!!

the best movie i watched in 2009!
the most amount of tears dropped in cinema in 2009!
the most amount of tissue i used in cinema in 2009!

5 stars for it.
please watch it if u have not.
time check 127am

picture post again!

2009-12-01T16:41:00.012+08:00

its pictures post!
shopping with maureen(:
location: orchard central

total number of pic taken 216.

i did warn you about the amount of pictures that i'm posting.

stay

2009-11-30T02:25:00.005+08:00

in an eye blink 2009 is coming to an end.
a happening year for me.
kinda amazed by my changes in a year.
will be doing reflection posts on each month when i'm free.

had been viewing my old pictures.
i really change a lot.
will post some to scare u guys.
dun get shocked ya!
haha.

people come and go.
i can truely feel it.
sometimes i even wonder do i really know them?

And the moments where my good times start to fade~
smile(uncle kracker)

emotions keep spinning out

2009-11-29T21:26:00.005+08:00

becca needs to work on her projectS and assignmentS

she's not going to log into fb and i'm appearing offline on msn
only talking to my classmate, clarissa

deadlines are around the corner.
she had been busy with work and not spending time on her studies.
this is bad.

supposed to meet up with va and rj for dinner but she had been asking to post-pone the dinner.

stress is word.

I don’t know but
I think I maybe Fallin’ for you
Dropping so quickly Maybe I shouldKeep this to myself Waiting ’til I
Know you better

I am trying Not to tell you
But I want to
I’m scared of what you’ll say
So I’m hiding what I’m feeling
But I’m tired of Holding this inside my head~

fallin' for you(Colbie Caillat)

enjoying the moment now~

2009-11-29T01:23:00.006+08:00

a quick summary of my PH and weekend

went shopping maureen in town.
got bangles and my nails done(: (:

took LOTS of pictures.
dun be surprise by the picture post.

*i've warned you.

i'm kinda stressed up with my project.
argh.

wanna thank cal for the 'thanks giving' flower
its not a sunflower, its gerbera

holidays are coming
i'm so looking forward to christmas(: (:

I'd like to make myself believe That planet Earth turns slowly~
fireflies(owl city)
----
not long ago people were telling me,
you'll find how stupid you were after you're out of the relationship.

now i truely understand wat they meant.
always every weekend i'm crying at explorer kids becos of you.

i used to pay attention on the cars and bike on the road during weekends,
hoping that i'll get to see you.
when there is accident on the road i just pray hard that its not you.

walking home today i realised i dun pay attention to anything that relates to you.
i'm so glad that we broke up.

things will never be the same.
thankful that its over.

becca has a crush!

2009-11-26T21:47:00.004+08:00

becca has a crush..
becca has a crush..
BECCA HAS A CRUSH!!!

i'm like super in love with him now!!!
but the sad thing is he is 17.
:(
lols

ok la. he is Taylor Lautner
cast of new moon, jacob black..

he super duper nice and love bella
always protecting her.
plus so fit la!!!
hee..hee.
FIT RIGHT!!

i shall start hunting my jacob black
he will protect me, love me and nice to me.
wahaha.

clarissa my classmate cum movie buddy super cute.
love talking to her (: (:

i super duper tired. wanna go rest le.
good night all (:

fb is soooooooo helpful

2009-11-26T10:35:00.003+08:00

this is funny..

if u view my fb status, it says,,
will not be logging in to fb for the next 14 days..

my classmate clarissa feels that i will definitely log in
reason being my home page is fb.

i did a great job yesterday,
i nv log in..

then just now i view my gmail account,
i realised my myanmar students have facebook.
i was so excited and without thinking i just click "click here if you're already a member"

guess wat?!
i cant log in, its having some maintenance service.
LOLS

----
i realised i siao qi damn fast.
cos yesterday i'm totally back to my bubbly me again.
though still cry when i explain the situation to the people who cares about it.
the upset and disappointment i have is still there.
but i just cant help having fun and laughter.

i think my bubbly is inborn de.
WA HA HA..

ok back to my powerpoint slides.
I'M WATCHING NEWMOON IN 5 HOURS TIME!

excited !
exCited!!
exCIted!!!
EXCITED!!!
EXCITED!!!

(: (: ^^

its not an emo post but a PISSED POST.

2009-11-25T03:21:00.005+08:00

i wanna blog this no matter wat.
i'm kinda disappointed with a friend.
when i'm upset and if he is online i'll share it with him.
not that i dun wanna share it girls or close frens.
just happen that he is online.
mich will eventually know the next day though.

disappointed with him cos i nv thought he would believe wat others said abt me.
totally disappointed.
then he said he is just like other people whom i know.
just that i thought he was different
i have been to trusting towards him.

i'm fucking pissed with myself for trusting people so easily.

I'M SAYING IT ONE LAST TIME, I DONT FLING WITH GUYS. WHEN I TEXT PEOPLE I ONLY TEXT ONE PERSON IF OTHER GUYS TEXT ME I WILL TAKE AGES TO REPLY THEM OR PRETEND TO BE BUSY.

I've enough all these happening since this year march.

i admit i change a lot over a year

be it on looks or mindset.
maybe somehow getting more dumb.

enough is enough.
i not going to bother about anything any more.
why should i be a nice, playfully and fun-loving girl when i'm always getting all these shit.

YES I'M FREAKING PISSED.
OH, if you think that i'm seeking for attention,
YES. I'M
THIS IS MY BLOG AND I"M TRYING TO GET THE MESSAGE ACROSS

*i'm sorry to those who are still new to me.
i nv been so pissed before, this the first time i behaving this way. sorry if i've scare you.
just simply cant take it anymore.

looks are indeed deceiving..

total random

2009-11-23T16:21:00.002+08:00

i'm in class now.
so bored..
so sian..
so many projects and assignments.
i'm starting to think why do i wanna take degree?
too free is it?

hai, dun care la.
i know what i want already.
i will endure.
build my career and be a successful lady.
but i must balance family, friends and lover as well.
if one day i neglected these, please slap me hard right!

will be going to sakura for dinner with family (:(:
aunty's birthday~

i love family outing.
always good food.
haha.

my mum did something funny yesterday.
so funny, so cute.
i simply love her <3

PICTURES! (: (:

2009-11-22T00:29:00.001+08:00

summary

2009-11-21T23:32:00.002+08:00

i'm making it a quick one.

busy busy busy.
meet up with reddies today!
red team rawks!

we were supposed to go kusu island then some how
change to kallang instead.

LOTS OF PIC were taken.
PLUS MY ZI-LIAN
gg. lots of pic. view my fb album ba.

thursday meet up with jeffrey(:
went to T3
as usual, i joke around.
there was laughter and i hope i didnt scare him out.
haha.

apec.
DAMN TIRED!
all i can say is its an interesting experience
saw all the 21 leaders.
obama didnt go but hilary clinton was there

ok! pictures time!
*was it a short post?

will upload more pic.
soon.

enjoy(: (:

2009-11-18T11:44:00.003+08:00

ok.
i'm being labeled as bimbo by friends.
(not going to spell out who said it)

i'm not!
fb says i'm 0% stupid.
dun tell me its not zhun. i say zhun means zhun.

talked to a few people yesterday
kinda wake up.

i'm having a 10 commitments

1. study 8 hours a day-> anything related to studies
2. not going to entertain sweet talker
3. not going to fall for anybody whom know for less than 3 months
4. do more house chore(mother is complainting, every tuesday and thursday do house chore)
5. accompany my mum more
6. save up
7. reduce the usage of my credit card
8. read newapaper(lectuer wants us to read more)
9. do some sports
10. obey all the 10 commitment.

*stay bubbly, playful and fun loving (: (:

will u think of me when the time hits 0000?

2009-11-17T06:07:00.003+08:00

time check: 6.07am
good morning people(: (:

i dunno how to phase it.
i was pissed, i was upset..
i used the word was..

almost wanted to message all the jerks in my life.
i really dun understand wat i've done to get all these.

*i'm not referring to you(mr sunshine)
just dun understand why i have to go through this.

i'm sorry i flared up.
just.... yup..

like i said let the nature take its course.
dun need to be sorry (:
i'm ok.
dun feel guilty ok(:

maybe some other day then blog abt apec.
someone just told me my eyes lost the glow.

to someone. this is not an emo post.
its clarify something cos he dunno my other bloggy.

i'm an agent

2009-11-12T01:52:00.002+08:00

went to watch my gf is an agent.
super funny.
dear friends, must watch ya (: (:

i change my msn nic as
'i'm an agent actually. its a secret'

my polar ex colleague msn me this..
i think those in red is super funny.

TAQ says:
agent beck, i have a mission for u..

becca: i'm an agent actually. its a secret. says:
lols
how can i help to save the world?

TAQ says:
save the world? umm, dispose all of the nuclear weapons that exist? but this mission is different, its nt saving the world, its just helping me

becca: i'm an agent actually. its a secret. says:
sir, how much will i be paid?

TAQ says:
5 per hour

becca: i'm an agent actually. its a secret. says:
SO LITTLE?!
my life in danger leh!
5 only?
u mean 5k is it?
i know u miss out the k

TAQ says:
u have deluxe insurance, dun worry

becca: i'm an agent actually. its a secret. says:
sir, wat does the insurance cover?

TAQ says:
a lot of things.. ( obviously a lie )

becca: i'm an agent actually. its a secret. says:
sir, ur a lot of things include?

TAQ says:
urm... err... r u questioning me? do u noe i can get u terminated? now do u want the job, or nt?? ( sweating like hell, hoping nt to get busted )

TAQ says:
u working now, issit?

becca: i'm an agent actually. its a secret. says:
studying
taking a degree
but tml got no sch
pt work
(:

TAQ says:
degree?? wah! where u werk?

becca: i'm an agent actually. its a secret. says:
conrad hotel
working for apec

TAQ says:
wads dat? a secret agent company?

becca: i'm an agent actually. its a secret. says:
yah
its a secret agent company
people will see me as a BQT waitress but actually i'm an agent

TAQ says:
cool!!! can i join??

becca: i'm an agent actually. its a secret. says:
cannot
told u its a secret
u join then people will know i told u abt it

TAQ says:
i mean, good job! keep up ur gd work, n i might just promote u!

becca: i'm an agent actually. its a secret. says:
then ur life will be at risk

he so funny.
i like my friends to play along with me.

i'm tired. thats all for today.
good night(: (:

dessert by the river

2009-11-10T01:30:00.005+08:00

tml full shift at ek
hopefully i'll be entertained and wont feel bored =/
i skipped sch for conrad training today
was kinda upset

they changed the economist that i have to serve
first i was told to serve thailand.
then to USA (Obama)
then to china (hu jin tao)
NOW viet nam..

sigh.

went hunting for qy's present
i really dunno wat to get

coach
kate spade
agnes b
swarovaski
guess
charles and keith

i'm really dunno wat to get =/

meet mr jeffrey for dinner and had dessert by the river(:
cake was from conrad.
nice~ i like the cake (: (:
took some pictures
those are gummy bears..
cute ya? (: (:

i enjoyed the time by river.
feeling so relax and relieve.
wont it be nice if i can feel so relax everyday..

see how it goes..
(:
(:

start of something new

2009-11-09T03:35:00.004+08:00

was chatting with jeffrey on msn
he was freaking funny.
didnt know he was this funny.

some how we got into the topic 'the name kenneth'
thats what he say.
but before that i nv mention abt the kenneths
in my life.thats why my bf checklist
number1 : cannot be name as kenneth
its really proven.

---
wanna share a joke.

me and mich wanted to go butter on friday
but the crowd was like =.=
then we decided to go rebel and hop onto a cab
the uncle was talking abt the passenger before us

the girls was arguing abt the $3 CBD charge.

girl: uncle 我去butter 而已这么近也要charge 我$3
uncle: 就是要去butter 所以要charge $3 如果你去kaya 就不用。

that uncle damn funny plus his cab was playing clubbing songs.

i was thinking of opening a club name kaya factory.
wat do you think?
LOLS.

----
i'm hungry.
i'm still thinking of my apple.

super random me

2009-11-08T12:07:00.002+08:00

i'm super in the movie mood.
went to watch jennier's body yesterday with mr funny.
it was considered as horror movie to me as i got very tensed =/
luckily i nv watch with the 24 year old guy

mr funny some how or rather does make my day.
i'm thankful to have him as friend (: (:

he told me guys group girls into different groups
1. piao liang
2. pretty
3. mei
4. (i forgotten wat)

then he told me i'm in the pretty group.
happy to hear that.
haha!

i have been super random
really random
ultra random!

last min clubbing
last min movie
contact kenneth khoo.

damn random right?!

dunno why but just damn random but totally have no feelings towards kenneth le.
i think i'm awesome in treating my ex lover back to frens.
haha

i'm super in movie mood.
-poker king
-astroboy
-my gf is an agent

paranormal activity
this movie like freaking scary can. i wanna watch but i'm scared
sigh.
if i'm still in good terms with somebody, i'll definitely ask him to watch with me.
guess now i'll have to find new movie buddy.

fb is bullying me!

2009-11-06T12:46:00.003+08:00

OMG!
even fb is making fun of me.
i took a quiz on fb on the most suitable boyfriend candid.

and it says kenneth.
haha dun worry this kenneth is a nice kenneth and together with my year 1.2 classmate.

cant believe fb will choose someone that named kenneth.

guess i'm damn bored thats why.
lols

did i mention i met a guy yesterday and he happened to be kenneth 1's classmate.
lols

small world again

2009-11-06T10:40:00.002+08:00

morning!
(: (: (:

i'm happy today as i'll be meeting mich later.
i felt like i'm back to those days where no guys text me.
interestingly both guys who declared to woo me didnt text me yesterday
i dont know if its becos i didnt reply them
then they gave up??
lols
dun care abt them.

i went to sentosa's Amara sanctuary sentosa resort to work ytd.
its under BQT.
i made new friends(:(:
interestingly i found out one of the guy was kenneth 1 year one classmates
HA HA
SMALL WORLD!

during the introduction
the moment i say im 21 the guys were like WTH??!
hahaha.

work was easy yesterday.
was an American express corporate event.
the host was freaking funny
damn funny.
i enjoyed my work there.
BUT!
the staff toilet and canteen
REALLY CMI.
CANNOT MAKE IT!!

they asking me back to work on sun.
dunno leh.
monday got conrad.
i like conrad and i dunno wanna change hotel.

see how things goes.

i dunno why i woke up this morning with a bad feeling.
): ): ):
i dun like uncertainty.

when lyrics fits well.

2009-11-05T11:52:00.004+08:00

i read my friends blog.
so sweet la.
envy.

祝你们幸福（：

some lyric struck me.
perfectly fit my thoughts.

1.) 我以为永远不会变　最习惯的明天见
2.) 为何我爱的一切没有结果
3.) 假装多好我只要只想要再拥有一秒

but now..

these are the lyrics that keep me moving.

1.) 爱要耐心等待仔细寻找感觉很重要
2.) one step at a time there's no need to rush
3.) 愛一個人有時比不上我一個人慣了做他的人　有點悶

i hereby promise myself.
i will focus on studies!

ps. i'm feeling so hungry now.

mr funny to mr evil.

2009-11-05T10:48:00.002+08:00

1048
good morning!

mr funny shall be named as mr evil instead
sms me at 744am
wishing that i were be woke up by his message.
EVIL YOU!
HA HA
too bad i switched to silent without vibration.

i had a bet with him and i hope i win
dim sum dim sum~
i see dim sum

hahaha.
buffet at holiday was not bad.
i love my nephew a lot.
he super duper cute(: (:

happy birthday(: (:

2009-11-03T23:19:00.003+08:00

i super duper in love with the song 'replay' and 'all the right moves'.

my bloggy songs
so wanna share with you all

in 40mins time i'll say HAPPY BIRTHDAY
to my dearest yan
you have been with me since young.
same kindergarten, same primary sch, same class
we were always together
sometimes i take u for granted and i'm really sorry abt it.
you mean a lot to me.
really.
u're just my twin sister.
i love you a lot (: (:
hope u will meet ur true love soon (:(:
love ya deep deep

when to watch this is it.
all i can say is the dancers are awesome and mj is super duper talented
considering his age and he still dance till this well.
he is truly the king of pop.

so sweet

2009-11-03T13:07:00.004+08:00

i was walking home last night then i saw this couple
super sweet
i was so envy of them
based on appearance they wasnt pei
but their actions shows that they were crazy in love with each other.
they dun care on other's view cos they only have each other on mind.

so xin fu
so sweet
i simply envy.

幸福可以很简单..

NO MORE EMO POST ON THATSBECCA!

2009-11-02T10:37:00.002+08:00

from today onwards no emo post on this blog!
it shall be filled with happy and fun memories.

was talking to my lecturer
i seem to find new interest.
feel like taking casino management.
maybe a diploma?
seem to be quite cool but i guess there is be maths involved due to probability.

i like the song replay(: (:
i hope i can replay some part of my happy memories.
however i also know better will be coming.
well a least thats wat people have been telling me.

was kinda upset with some stuff for the passed few days
woke up this morning feeling michi and mr funny were right.

who is mr funny? haha dun tell u.
someone whom i like to sms to but he is attached
therefore i only sms him when i'm really upset
he is super duper funny.
dun think too much i have no feelings for him
just like to sms him cos sometimes he manage to knock some sense to me
i'm greatful that his gf didnt mind.
thanks.

short term happiness.

halloween~

2009-10-29T11:58:00.003+08:00

meet up with party people for dinner at fish and co.

who are party people?
a group of people that we met and became friends from clubbing.

jerline mich and i had seafood platter for 2.
the best part is we cant finish so hongyi helped us to clear the leftovers
THANK-YOU!

3 months never seen them
that means i didnt club for 3 months.

saturday would be fun(: (:
gonna dress up as 'party till death' haha

i wanna go night safari but dunno who to go with. sigh.
guess this year wont be going.
hopefully i'll be able to find someone to go with me next year.
haha.

i wanna work in events. somebody please let me know if u have any.
thank-you many many.
need to prepare for work le.

becca says its not the end of the world..

i dun like

2009-10-27T23:14:00.002+08:00

i dunno how to describe my current feeling
confused?
i think so.
sigh.
i dunno wat to do.

history is repeating?
reminds me of judo plus kenneth 1.
but not that serious.
dunno la!

see how it goes (i think i said 5 times to 3 people)

i dun like.
i dun like.
i dun like.

its pictures post!

2009-10-13T13:28:00.003+08:00

smile

2009-10-13T13:26:00.002+08:00

click on the image for better view (: (:
thank-you michi for the 'bee bee's LOVE IT!
LOVE YOU!

i'm in love with the song smile.

You make me smile like the sun
Fall out of bed, sing like bird
Dizzy in my head, spin like a record
Crazy on a Sunday night
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Ohh, you make me smile~

random

2009-10-13T12:16:00.003+08:00

love my nephew
love my nephew
love my nephew
love my nephew
love my nephew

he is super duper cute and sweet
he likes to hug me and tell me he loves me.
will be posting some pictures of him.

week had been busy with fun and events.
maureen's changi safra chalet is ultra pretty!
i love the chalet.
the view was awesome!
i had fun hanging out with my secondary sch fren
though they always complaint i'm sms-ing.
*sorry

i like to do the social interview that is on fb.
so freaking funny.

one of the question asked.
"if u found a magic lamp and u're given 3 wishes, what would it be?"

my answer..

1. i wanna be a hot babe
(lols, cos only magic lamp can do it. its beyond human limit to make me hot. lols)
2. happiness
3. good health for all my love ones.

i'm so looking forward for mt phone bil.
dying to know the number of sms sent. haha

k-ing (: (:

2009-10-09T21:12:00.003+08:00

location check: suites (bugis illuma level 3)

singing k
with cal and mok.

singing lian ai -ing
i'm blogging and singing at the same time
damn zai right! haha
next song le
singing zui shou xi de mo shen ren.
i'm trying to multi tasking but its so difficult.
now hui hu si de tong

lol
mok zai la he caught toy again.
haha!
he damn zai!!
now yue ya wan
finally the guys are singing.
haha

cant wait for monday to come cos it will be shopping day with michii
tml is maureen's birthday!!
looking forward to the stay over.

alright thats all for now. haha
continue with the singing.

ps: i love catching toy

some people might behave similarly to other but too bad they are different.
i'm not her..

busy me.

2009-10-07T11:27:00.003+08:00

i'm a workaholic now.
i've been working everyday for the passed 2 weeks.
muffin, ek and conrad.
however i spent a lot cos after work i hang out with my colleagues.

calvin and mok
i've been hanging out with the both of them a lot.
bowling, movie, pool, bball, eating, working.

i spent a lot the last week :( need to control
i watched a total of 5 movies last weeks
not counting a 3D show i watch at illuma.

phobia 2, surrogates, fame, the ugly truth and funny people.
especially like the last story of phobia 2.
though throughout someone keep saying i'm a coward but i still survived through.
surrogates was not bad.
a little disappointed with fame.
the ugly truth was funny.
funny people was boring. waste my money cos still have to take cab home.

people whom are close to me will know i love to catch toy.
mok was awesome.
he caught a domo kun with just one try.
my eyes opened super big when the domo dropped down
just one try leh!
so many pairs of eyes were staring when he caught it.
ZAI!
haha.
he was sweet, he gave me the domo. haha

i've been sleeping late.
very late 3-4am?

i think i'm lacking of sleep.

meeting new people (: (:

2009-09-28T20:10:00.002+08:00

i had fun at work!
lots of pictures.
i made new friends (: (:

2 days of preparation work at 2 days of actual event.
i worked for amber lounge last year
its not sponsored by jonnie walker this time but remy martin.

some people will wonder wat's amber lounge.
let me explain to you.

amber lounge is a high class premier night club for the F1 drivers, celebrities and rich people.
why would i say so cos one table for 6-8 cost $15000
walk in guests with no table cost $1000 each.

first day i was freaking happy cos i was assigned to the celebrities table.
who are the celebrities?
back street boys, ah mei, zhang xue you and other f1 rock star like the black eye peas etc.
can u imagine how excited i was when i heard that??!!!

THE SAD THING IS!
my table was close.
they did not attend the event.
i was just stand at the side of the empty table when all my other colleagues are busy serving their table.
the second night they were invited too but i wasnt assigned to the table and i'm not sure if they attended.

i served 4 tables with 30 guests
freaking tired!

i pop lots of bottles of champagne and opened lots of tiger beer.
mix lots of drinks.
Bacardi coke, jack daniel coke, vodka red bull, gin tonic, champagne and red bull.

my guests was very friendly
they got so high and drunk toward the end.
one of them held my hands and said "you're lovely, i like ur lips"
i was like OK~ (feeling scared)
i quickly said thank you and walked away.

one guy was drunk he passed me his drink then he danced non stop infront of me.
he is good at dancing. really.

amber lounge was tired but i had lots of fun.
wanna thank a bar man but i really dunno his name.
guess he know that i'm tired and thirsty he made me a drink secretly and i have to gulp down quickly. *brain freeze, too much ice*
thanks anyway (: (:

someone had made my day.
not gonna elaborate. haha.
leave your imagination to run wild.
HAHA (: (:

i know a new guy named kenneth from work.
HA HA
i help my managers to get drinks and he asked me why i nv get for him.
avoided all conversations.
run away and stay far from people named kenneth.
i guess i have "kennephobia"
LOLS.

i'm thankful that i have work to keep me occupied
my break will be ending in about a month. i'm sad for that cos studies gonna drive me crazy.
thesis gonna kill me, the thought of writing 10000 words makes me feel like dying.

becca is back!

2009-09-21T20:40:00.003+08:00

good evening people(:
becca is back!
after so many emo post i'm finally better
the heartbreaking feeling is not as strong as before.

i read his blog.
a little upset but that is when i realise its really over.
counting me as the 3rd girl he still think of the first girl.
well.
cannot blame him for being so devoted to her.
thats love.
someday i will find mine too (: (:
all the best to you and take care.
i really nv curse you.
always nagging that u must be careful in ridding in the end, still got into an accident
TAKE CARE(:(:
i dunno if u see this but yup. thats all i wanna say to you.

some poeple are treating me well lately.
sorry really not in a mood for these
i felt bad for not replying.
my concentration now is on work.

WORK~
cant wait for F1!
gonna be so fun!
will be working with sweetie michii (: (:
love her <3

clubbing, i really v long nv club le.
miss? a little but not as strong as before.

after the month of oct i'll be v busy with school.
hopefully everything gonna turn out well(: (:

i'm looking forward to meet new people and have days passed with love joy and laughters.
i'm not going to fall in love and trust people as easy as before.
i'll find the guy who will replace the current bracelet i'm having.
looking forward to that day.

my colleague die die want me to writ tribute to him.
THANK-YOU
NISHANTH

love. kin. friends.

2009-09-18T19:08:00.004+08:00

love.
kin.
friends.

------
love.
after the broke up i finally contacted him yesterday.
then i realised all he wanted was a break not a break up, however its too late.
he is tired, he dont want the relationship anymore.
its time to let go.

people are telling me that better one will come.
but will they really be coming?
i really wonder.

converting my love for you to friendship.

------

kin.
i will lazing around when my mum called. really shock me.
a china guy called my aunt and told her that my cousin is in their hand.
a girl crying on the back asking my aunt her save her.
'mummy save me!"
my aunt immediately burst into tears.
coincidentally my cousin was uncontactable as she left her phone at home.
without any thought immediately she thought that was my cousin
i called siglap and what really pissed me off was i was not directly connected to the staff etc.
it was a voice recording.
"thank-you for calling Siglap secondary........... press 0 for........."
that took me a few mins.
i was freaking out and there i am connected to some recording.
however the friendly staff still manage to help by announcing and paging my cousin to the office to phone my aunt.
we went to make a police report later of the day.

i cried when i heard my aunt. she sounded so helpless and worried.
i was so worried too cos i love my cousin.
she is awesomely sweet.

what comes around goes around.
you better watch out!
-----------
friends.
i wanna thank all those whom i have meeting lately

eileen: she had been meeting me whenever she can. i'm a little hooked on to ridding on her bike.
thank-you for pei-ing me (: (:

choir gang: love u guys so much. after entering to poly i hardly meet up with them. now i'm like meeting them almost all the weekends. the suppers, dessert, slacking and lazing at zp and rj's house. i like zp to drive cos the gang will end up scolding him for no reason.lol

michelle: constantly checking on me. all i replied was i miss him, i'm emo-ing etc till she is pissed off. haha. sorry mich. this period of time gonna be like that but i know i'm going to recover. (: (: give me some time ya.

qun yu: she gave me a happy pack that contains chocolate and other comfort food. they came all the way to my house to find me. thank-you (: (:

lina: she text me just to tell me that ek is with me and tell to me to stay strong etc. thanks and i will (:

there are other people but i really cant type everything here. there are really too many.

---
time will let me see your true colour.
time will heal my wound.
time is all i need.

i learn everytime i bleed.

2009-09-14T10:59:00.004+08:00

we ended off nasty.
he use a lot of rough words.
so much for being loving and care for him.
thats all i get in return.
he didn't even wanna meet me to tell me straight off to break.
being with him, i nv once spend a whole day with him.
he is always meeting his frens and now even break off he rather go do other stuff.

my biggest mistake in life was to believe and trust him.
if not i will not fall for another guy who named kenneth.

so much of promises that he used to assure me
it has just proven again that its rubbish.

towards the end of the relationship i hate myself.
knowing this guy is not worth it but i still carrying hope and giving chances.
it just make myself so desperate.
i hate it.
i know well enough we're from a different world.

the heart breaking feeling is killing me.
i dun wanna see him
i dun wanna know any news about him
i'm f hating myself.

coming to think about it.
i thank him for helping me to get over the previous kenneth
i dont deny i did have happy times with him and i love it a lot
and now its over.
its time to wake up and open the door and let myself free.

for every r/s there is a lesson to be learnt.
the previous kenneth told me that i fall in love easily
trust people too easily however i never put his words into heart and here i am once again being hurt due to trusting and in love easily.
the impact on me is so bad that i will not fall so easily and trust guys that much the next time.

people are asking me to fling around etc.
i'm not those type of girls and i dont make other people as a substitute.
i will recover but i need some time.
i hope i can recover really soon.

he is just another jerk i meet in life.

i think i still like my thatsbecca.blospot.com

2009-09-07T00:59:00.003+08:00

thanks for being honest.
true enough he lost interest in me.

there is nothing much i can do.
the problem wasnt on me.
he never fall for other girl etc
he just simply dun love anymore.

i'm trying to be strong.
i know i will breakdown dun worry i'm like that.
my dearest fren u gonna receive my calls and sms by me.
be patient with me ya? i know i'm gonna be irritating.
so sorry.

i'm giving him a week to think if he still wants it.

sad truth.
he thought of the girl that he love the most.
i knew it from the moment i read his blog that he will nv forget the girl and i know i can never replace her.
he dun love her anymore but he still thought of her.
this shows that how much she has hurt him and how much he had loved her.
all i can say is she is so lucky to have someone that once love her so much.

becca is losing hope and faith in relationship.
she's tired of it.
really. so tired to fall in love then having them leaving her.
people of the same name behaves the same way?
3months with him was filled with love on the 1st 2nd month. third month was totally filled with tears.
he dun like his girl to cry and attitude.
however i'm awesomely good in crying and attitude him at times.

before i leave i'm giving this relationship a last try.
at least i try.
i will leave gracefully. dun worry abt me. i'll be fine.

after tml i'll be freaking free. thats not good. cos i'll be thinking a lot.
i will not text him the whole week. becca stay strong ya. your frens love you.

leave a message please(:

2009-09-04T00:59:00.002+08:00

okay i know i said its gonna be the final post on my previous post.

so MANY people are asking me for hints and clues to my new blog.
well, you've to search it yourself.
sorry*

no clues or hints will be given cos i need to be fair to those who spend time searching for it.
only smart people get access to it(:
so are you smart?
we'll have to see how.

i need to say things are getting better and i'm glad for it (: (:

if you managed to find the new link please kindly leave a message. THANKS (:

bye thatsbecca.

2009-08-17T10:43:00.002+08:00

my last post at this URL.
thank-you for spending time reading(:

if you're true fren of mine or someone who cares for me, you'll definitely be able to find the new blog.

cos only these people willing put in effort to spend a little more time for me.

dinner with the choir gang was fun.
hope nel like the surprise planned.

i really envy the 2 couples.
rj & nic, ss and nel.
so loving.
they get to spend time with each other often.
looking at the way they sweet talk to each other, suaning each other i simply envy.

all i could do was to look at my phone and seeing messages from others but not from you.
i told him many times that i felt neglected.
we dun talk on the phone.
message took ages to reply (i know u're riding and busy. for that i can i understand)
he dun come and find me anymore.

he told me he dun wanna watch hangover with me as he feel that he wont understand cos they speak too fast.

friday i was sick and i still have to work.
he booked out, thinking and hoping he would come and find me but in the end he went to find his frens to watch the proposal.

dragging my sick body to travel home after work. chinatown north east line then 81 back home. that night the journey seem extra long.

saturday i only receive a message from him and thats all.
sunday. he went to meet his fren. a common fren of ours saw him. i dont even know where he is.

i know nothing about you. as i told u in sms. i wont sms to tell you all these anymore.

he lost interest in me.
he want his frens and bike.
i'm giving you freedom to all these.
i'll not complain anymore.
those hugs, kisses and long messages u used to sent to express your affactions i'll definitely miss badly. i'm missing those days when he dun have his bike.

i wont ask you to message, love, care and spend more time with me anymore cos i know i will end up talking to your phone.
i'm not giving you attitude, can u even tell i'm typing all these in tears?

or you wont even get to read this cos u wont read my blog.
i'm missing kenneth khoo badly. very badly.
all i want is some time with you but it seem so difficult..

bye. thatsbecca.blogspot.com

pictures

2009-08-17T10:10:00.000+08:00

there are a lot more pictures.
sorry i'm plain lazy to post it.
go my facebook and see ok?
need to work on my new bloggy. thatsbecca2.blogspot.com

coke sue coke zero

2009-08-14T12:03:00.000+08:00

my marketing lecturer showed us a video
its actually an advertisement on coke zero

its saying coke wanting to sue coke zero though they're the same company
they got a lawyer and speak to them abt the case.
these are real lawyer.
watch their reaction and the replies.
damn funny.

i cant find the video that my lecturer played.
the one he played was super duper funny.

sometimes its black and white

2009-08-14T11:15:00.000+08:00

i had been very upset over the week.
things are not going according to wat i want

i screwed up the relationship.
super stress with school. lecturer is expecting a lot from my group.

i wanna score distinction for this module. i'm putting a lot of time and effort on it.
you will likely to spot me at the national library.
i'm missing those days that u make an effort to look for me.
no matter how tired you'll still be there
now all i have is the word 'busy'.
i'm hoping that things will get better. i'm your gf please give some time for me.
upset is the word.

i hate myself.

2009-08-12T07:10:00.000+08:00

i'm having a lot of mixed feelings.
trying to focus on doing my research but i cant
really feel like skipping school and isolate myself at a side.

i dont know wat to do.
really have no idea
i dunno wats wrong with me
i dont like it.

i'm hating myslf.
really feel like going to the beach

i'm having the heart breaking feeling again.
totally dislike it.

guidelines to be a good girlfriend.

2009-08-02T10:29:00.000+08:00

good game.
i pissed him off.

sign.

i'm really a lousy girfriend.
seriously.
i need to go reflect on myself.

maybe i should go google..
1. 'how to be a good girlfriend'
2. borrow 'idot guide: introduction to be a good girlfriend' from library

**lol while bloggng this i really did google.

gonna be long winded. haha

How To Be A Good Girlfriend

1. It is very important to give time to your relationship. Do not rush through it. Enjoy the initial phases without worrying about the future. It is often noted that girls get too anxious about the end of the relationship rather than enjoying the present.

noted. words in blue is soo true! (-5)
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2. Give him space. It is often noted that girls complain about less time been given, less attention, etc. do not be obsessive and let him enjoy his life. At the end of the day you are two individuals who meet up to form a couple. So, give him some room to move about like a free bird.

words in blue is referring to me! but seriously we hardly meet. a few hours a week only. (-5)
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3. Be candid and honest right from the beginning. This would give you an added impetus and make your relationship strong. Also, by being sincere, you do not give a chance of any lose ends for your partner to point out.

i super duper honest to him. (+10)
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4. Be optimistic and have a positive outlook. If you always indulge yourself in cribbing and having a pessimistic nature, he would rather run away from you and look for ways to avoid you. Be tactful in your approach and both of you would end up being happy.

ok. i'll learn from it.
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5. Voice your opinion, needs, desires and wants but in a way that does not hurt the other person or sound demanding. Let your feelings be known to him but in such a way that would keep him interested in getting to know and understand you as a person every time.

i NEED to master this skill.
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6.Have realistic expectations from him. Do not go out of the way demanding things which might be too much of a burden and a duty to him rather than an act of love. Be happy with what he offers you because this is the best he can do for you.

i never expect a lot. maybe i did. no i didnt. next~
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7. If your boyfriend does not like some of your friends, it is okay. He has loved you and not your friends and is even not obliged to do so. All he needs to do is to be polite when he meets them. So do not yell at them when for not liking them.

no comments
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8. Have mutual interest. If he loves doing something, adopt to his likes and interests. In case, you are not fond of what his hobbies, you can at least try to understand what is so special in it that makes him such a huge fan.

this one i 100% got. he like to watch the chinese drama 'ai'. i got pei him watch. (+20)
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9. It is a wrong notion that only girls love gifts. Guys too love it equally well. Surprise him with a little gift every now and then and he would be surely be overwhelmed. You can also go for a handmade gift that would make him feel all the more special.

i constantly make cards, mini cupcakes and make something special for him. even got something for him but i keep forgetting to pass to him. he appreciate or not i dont know. but my heart will breaks if he didnt bother to take a look.
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hopefully things will be better. i really hope so.

dear i'm sorry.

i'm a rockstar tonight(:

2009-07-31T17:58:00.000+08:00

wanted to blog some stuff here but i decided not.
need some time to cool down.

happy birthday my sweet michii(:
due to this reason i'm party like a ROCKSTAR tonight!
i'm not going to think of anything but to dance like there is no tomorrow.
wanted to go butter factory but got age limit.
so phuturing.
my last visit to phuture disappoints me.
songs were the same and was predictable.

i think i will get to hear..
viva la vida (phuture is the only club that constantly playing this song)
mich and i had a game we are suppose to say viva la vida backward when we heard the song being played.

i was kinda emo till sabrina talks to me in msn
she is my new classmate from ngee ann poly
she is so cute. talking to her in msn is so exciting cos she uses a lot of emo icon. haha
filled with expressions.

i'm seriously going to post pictures the next post.
i'll post pictures from may onwards. haha
maureen is done. i'm off meeting her at whitesand.

call me a rockstar!

looking from another view.

2009-07-21T10:26:00.000+08:00

i ren i ren i ren.

someone once told me once i in love
my life just revolve round him.
which is totally not good cos he does affect my mood.
argh. i dont like it.
hate it hate it
suddenly reminds me of a song. but i forgotten the title haha.
ok random of me.

i wanna change a job.
i like baking those muffins and talking to the germans/tourist
but there is this particular guy that really irritates me
i already drop the hint that i'm attached but he just keep coming and keeping asking me questions. wanna know me more etc. i really dont like it.

wanna add me in facebook?
can find me then say ba.
smart me. never put rebecca.
haha(:

my school block facebook and msn. i'm so upset la.
i got no internet at home le now school even block my favorite site. ARGH!!

i ren i ren i ren.

i hope my internet can be back soon so that i can post pictures etc etc.
i missed my single life. now i know why michii is so happy at her current state. not that i dont him just. missing those days.
i'm in love the OST of transformer. loveit.
love the song 'you're not sorry' too.
next post will be after exam.
i wanna post guidelines to clubbing. LOL
gonna be sooooo funny! lol
till then becca will be busy with school.

i love my shuffle~

in my school library (:

2009-07-20T11:36:00.000+08:00

i'm missing tp library and those days.

suddenly thought of the 'magic' video that had me and mich in it.
directed by wk.
must go and dig out the video then some day i shall post it. haha

-missed-
level 2 and 3 computers and books *excluding the past years papers at level 2
level 3 starhub cables and sofa
level 4 and 5 sofas for sleeping
6,7 and 8 study room and big tables for chatting

those days where we have picnic in the study room when we're supposed to study for term test/exams

i have to admit during our visit to the library for projects or slacking, we'll bring in some food

you will be amaze by the food we bring in..

1.) cheer's siew mai
2.) sandwiches from business western
3.) nachos from cheers
4.) cup noodle with hot water in it.
5.) packed food from random canteens.

we never get caught before (:
i miss my poly days..
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met qy,mau, kc,ade, eileen for weiting's birthday
once again i mixed up the dates.
the party was on sat but we went on sunday.
haha.

qy was talking abt her dog angel
supposed to be a touching story but i some how turn a touching story to a joke.

it goes like this..

qy: three days ago a puppy was found outside my house.
its a cute little puppy, we brought it into our house and it was happily playing with fairy(another dog) however when the night falls and it was time for bed ,we left the dog outside. angel(the name they gave it to the puppy) cried for the whole night. when i was sleeping i could hear angel.

*sounds a little eerie

qy: the next morning when my grandma open the dog the puppy dash in. *she explained that there was a board at the gate to stop fairy from running out* the puppy dashed in and broke the board.

-all of was like. 'wa the puppy damn scary' i was thinking angel should be graceful and gentle but apparently the puppy dash in leh. broke the board some more. *violent*-

she continued.

qy: my sister decided to bring angel to the park and try to get it of it. as they reach the park, angel was happily running about and cheong to the bushes, then we sisters quickly cheong home.

becca: they reach home then they saw angel?!
qy: No! angel found out that were running away then angel chased after them.

becca-imagining.

qy: this morning my dad went to the park went to pasir park with angel. then suddenly angel went missing so my dad thought he had finally get rid of angel.

becca: your dad drive home then angel was home??!!!

qy: No!! my dad went to elias mall market.

becca: then after going to the market then he saw angel outside the door?!!

qy: no! my dad went out for hours. then suddenly my mum called and said angel was home.

she added..
angel climb 16 levels to my house leh

becca: imagine angel went to the wrong block then ended up at grace house. *grace stays a block away from qy*

everyone laughed.

becca: angel should named as ghost. not angel.
all of us were laughing non stop.

i have to admit its really touching cos the dog walked home from pasir ris to her block then climb 16 storeys some more. go wrong block still have to go down and search for another block. really amazng.
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just realised that there are people who read my blog but they dont tag. amazingly eileen is one of them.

she is the smart one cos she found out something.
shall not mention wat is it.
if you're smart enough you'll find it. if not then too bad.
if you sees this.. congrats. you're the smart one(: haha
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i admit some times i over reacted.
but i think all girls will behave like me if their guy nv reply for hours.
so i flare up at times.
when my stubborn character i will attitude him and hang up the phone.
BUT i will still say bye. ok i know still rude but. yah. angry ma so. yah. haha
he totally dislike my attitude him so for that moment he will hang up the call and we just dun care abt each other
however after 10 to 15 minutes he will call back and talk to me.
he is always calm and talking to me nicely but i always ended up in an argue tone.
not really giving in to me but he knows if he rise his voice we might just start all the nonsense and with my character if i cant take it anymore at that moment of anger i will.. yah. you know.

i dunno how to describe but i know for this moment i feel so xin fu(:

i decided not to doubt him anymore cos there is seriously no point.
if he end up fall for other girls i have nothing to say as i have did my part as a girlfriend and i know i will not cheat on him.

dear just pass his ridding which kinda makes me worry as i really feel that driving is way safer.
i really prefer him driving. plus he spend so much on the bike.

well. i have a vegetarian ah beng boyfriend. what can i do?
too bad i love him.

it had been ages since i post pictures. i'm too lazy. you can view it through facebook haha. ok la. next post i put pictures(:

time for project!

recover soon. i'm praying for that.

2009-07-15T14:07:00.000+08:00

i'm feeling super unwell.
super duper unwell. never felt like this before
u must be thinking why i'm blogging when i should be resting.

i'm waiting for the clinic to reopen.

i'm coughing non stop
i woke my family last night cos of my coughing.
flu, cough, headache.
totally dislike it.

i'm praying hard that i can recover asap.

-
because of my muffin job i'm super in love with 91.3
i even took part in the calling to be the 9th caller
a contest name party like a rockstar.
to win have to be the 9th caller. the first time i call i was the 7th caller.
so close to it.

i intro the contest to michi, she was so heng.
she was the 9th caller.
hopefully they will call you on friday and we'll be off to party like a rockstar!

spa treat, dinner, hotel stay, free clubbing and a limo to drive you around.
I WANNA PARTY LIKE A ROCKSTAR!

i'm super in love with the songs taking back my love, patron tequila and 21 guns.

dear had been hot and cold to me.
things are getting better and i'm thankful for that(:
love.

i got my ipod shuffle le. super small! loving it! <3

where my party , par-ty par-ty people at?!

2009-07-04T02:46:00.000+08:00

i cried a lot last night cos i felt not appreciated.
so badly that this morning when i woke up my eyes were swollen.
sometimes i really feel that u dont seem to bother at all
a lot of thing i spend time and effort to plan and do.
but it ended up in the drawer, you didnt even take a look at 'some' of it.
sign.
i know u felt damn guilty that you forgotten about it cos u were busy.
you're forgiven.

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my day was brighten by a little girl i met at the bus stop.
guess she is about 2?
i sat a distance away from her but she walked over
she stare and look at me for very long
she smile at me then she ran back to her mum.
before she go she came back to wave and say bye to me.
she is adorable, like a little angel.
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went st james on the recent ladies night
music was good at the beginning
middle was not my type of songs then suddenly all the good songs came after awhile

though in between some incident happens which makes me feel club guys are damn dangerous
which i nv wanna know any of them again.

dun wish to mention abt it
cos it just pollutes my blog.

i miss clubbing alot.
after one month 2 weeks
finally clubbing again.

dear dun like i club.
mummy dun like me to return home late.
they can work hand in hand le.
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i got another job again haha
selling muffins (:
my boss is from germany.
starting work this sunday.

call me a muffin girl.
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i still havent start my 1200 words assignment.
can i dun do it?
sign.

2009-06-21T02:27:00.000+08:00

i promise myself that i'll save up on my next pay.

i wanna buy ipod shuffle. the super small one.
i wanna paint my room and reconstruct my room.
i wanna buy a new camera.

start saving now becca!
jiayou!
cannot shop compulsively le.
must stop and think

my friend was asking me wat degree i'm taking
then i told him i'm taking degree in clubbing.
LOLS
if got such module
i still can get As
the only module i will likely to fail is drinking. -.-
guess i'll have to go for tuition for it.

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every little thing you do just makes me smile(:
waited for me till my presentation end.
total waiting time 3 hours at great world city.
thank-you(:

even though there are some 'before and after' thingy
well. still have to see if you put your words into actions.

i shall post pictures tml. i'm so sleepy.
GO SLEEP LE! (:

if clubs operating hours could change.. wont it be nice?

2009-06-20T11:14:00.000+08:00

one month one week never club le.
i miss dancing, singing and shouting with mich at the dance floor
often there are times that we can go
we reach butter fact entrance and the queue just turns us off.
or maybe we're just plain tired?

i have school everyday at 9 and its located near great world city and zouk
that means to say i have to wake up at 7 and leave home by 8 in order to be on time
by the time the club opens i'm dead tired already.

the feeling is like 'i wanna go but i'm tired'
i'm hoping that my exam can hurry up finish and i can have a good rest.
then ready, get set and GO!

people are telling me that st james and butter are fun.
I WANNA GO!

seriously i dun understand why club must open at late hours.
maybe they can start a new proposal or something whereby they can start at 7?
good songs at 9?
close at 1130?
then they can have a break then open again at 1230?
then will have more business.

ok i know i'm crapping nonsense.
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i like kenneth's niece a lot
she is awesomely cute
she likes to dance
we share common interest.
she was so excited when he play 'please dont stop the music'
she just dance, like me when i'm in the club
hopefully 'one day' we can go club together

did i mention she is 2?

go to go.
got work at 12.

as usual i seem to piss you off this few days.
i'm glad we talk things out.
once again we're communicating.

all i need is time

2009-06-14T20:27:00.000+08:00

when was my last post?
21 may'09
had been very busy with school and work.

i'm tired.
i'm busy.
i'm broke.

i quit nectarie
though i like working in explorer kids
but i'm missing working in nectarie.
in an eye blink i've worked there for 9 months.
i cried on my last day of work.
i was so emo and quiet that day
all good things does come to an end.

050609
that starts my new role
never expect myself to be in a relationship so soon.
he is so happen to be name kenneth.
he is cute and sweet
though sometimes he piss me off
but i know he didnt mean it.
i'm damn newbie in relationship and therefore i disappoint him at times.
hopefully things will get better.
i hope i wont blog any disappointment i have in you.

meet up with eden that day for shopping
thanks for the lunch(:
the food was good.
cheer up ok?
i'm sure things will get better and there are better one out there
will upload the pictures soon.

i dunno wat i want. f* it

2009-05-22T03:27:00.000+08:00

i have so much to say
so much to blog
so many pictures to post.
i'm having mixed feelings.
i totally dislike it.
somebody save me!

tml my first presentation for my degree
hopefully things turn out fine.how are you? i admit. i deleted u in fb and msn which leads to totally not able to know how you are. i dun know what i want. its like i wanna know how u are and i dont wanna know how u are. i dunno how to explain. i really wonder if you still reads my blog. maybe you don't. you also dun reply my messages anymore. u said we are friends but is this how u treat ur fren? i dun wanna think but i'm always thinking abt it. i hate it.

h1n1

2009-05-16T11:13:00.001+08:00

sitting infront of the comp forcing myself to do project.
i'm super duper not well
i'm starting to have flu
my mum is damn worried that i have swine flu.
i'm having brain block
the project manager wants the report by today.
i really feel like crying

supposed to go butter after work yesterday at 2330
but by 2030 i'm started to have headache and feeling unwell.
finally at 2130 i told my manager that i really cant take it anymore and headed home

i never leave work half way like this before.
i felt bad.
my mother is forcing me to quit nec.
i like to work in nec but i dislike the working hours.

was looking back of wat i've done over the months.
my lifestyle had change a lot.
finally accept the name clubber.
i really like dancing.
i dont drink, smoke and be pick up by guys in club.

club guys really cannot be trusted.
why?

last wed, was alone waiting for my fren at the stairway near the bar

guy: 'would u like to have some champagne? "
becca: no thanks :)
guy: alright
one min later
guy: you really dont want?
becca: no thanks
guy: you alone?
becca: waiting for my fren (i will never ever go club alone)
guy: i'm terrence he is marcus, we're from NUS law sch
*for a moment i was impressed. law sch smart ppl but i nv give a damn to it
guy: c'mon! have a glass of champange! its my fren's birthday and he wanna treat u a champagne

*awhile later my fren came back, they thought he was my bf so they kept quiet till one of the guy asked if he was my bf. when i said no, they started the offering drink again. LOL

i was observant enough cos i saw botak guys in the group and its a weekend so i asked. are u in NS
he was shocked.
then they admited they are in ns and not nus law sch.

becca is getting smarter and wiser.
WAHAHAHAHA

i'm feel much better cos of medicine or the blogging?

really small world

2009-05-15T13:09:00.000+08:00

i dun like falling sick
missing out all the fun.

my new goal in life.
enjoy life(:

doing things that i like.
not bothered by what others said.
why wanna make life so miserable?

thats my goal.
hopefully i can make it,
i dont like it when my mood gets affected by others.

i nv dance with stranger for a long time.
i only dance with friends.
which is a good thing cos they wont do anything to you.
sorry ar, like always treating you all as a wall.
simply love dancing with mich and jer.
jer is a very pretty girl. her brother so happen to be my primary fren.
only found out on wed.
SMALL WORLD.

its kinda funny to see how the guys behave when they wanna dance with the girls

case one
guys beside doing stupid actions
really stupid actions.
when they got your attention, they smile at you and slowly getting nearer and nearer to you

case two
saying out loud to the fren
"ask ready or not? ask leh ask leh!"
"dun wan la, dun wan la"
damn coward.

case three
stalking you where ever you go. the most common one.

experienced case 2 and 3 on the recent trip to phuture.
the guys in case 2 happen to be fren's fren too.
SMALL WORLD again but nv dance with them. chat and crap around only. haha

case 3 guy really can find us.
scary. after going to so many places still can spot us. he good!

hy's fren tian sheng can dance!
he is so happen to be xin yao's friend.
only found out through facebook.
SMALL WORLD again.

maybe i'm indirectly linked to everyone in the world.
which i think its certainly possible.

i still wanna say it again.
project sux

i'm not missing you.
but still hope that you'e doing fine.
really wonder how i will react when i see you on the street.

taggy is back (:

2009-05-14T13:55:00.000+08:00

i lost my voice :(
i'm sick.

i didnt enjoy much last night.
my best clubbing experience was the one i went with mich and met billy andrew inside.
singing non stop.
dance like that was no tomorrow.
keep shouting at the both of them them, saying they are loser etc.
that was awesomely fun.

wonder when i'll see them again.
i miss billy's lame jokes and andrew helping us with everything.
simply miss them

i overspent last month.
my credit card bill was 600.
a lot ya?
i'm damn shocked to know i spend so much
i think partly due to chalet.
maybe i should break the card
just like rebecca bloomwood in shopaholic.

i'm having this feeling which i totally dunno how to describe.
i dont know what to do.

project sux.

i think i've a little feeling for him.
shit. i cannot fall for it. wake up becca! you'll end up heart breaking again. i totally dislike the situation now.

WTH

2009-05-12T17:09:00.000+08:00

2 weeks never blog.
i'm back (:

had been busy with work, school and my birthday celebration
once again thanks to those who attended the chalet
i'm a lousy host, please forgive me (:

not going to post any pictures here.
most likely in facebook after my exam.

i really wanna blog this.

one day after i end work.
my eye candy texted me that mich got something to tell me and wants me to go online

i went online and was told that one of her fren is interested in me
so i asked her.
wats your fren's name?

BEST PART (msn conversation)

mich: i forgot his name hahahaha
mich: his name is kenneth! kenneth khoo
becca and mich : WTH?!
becca: WTH???
mich: wth!!!
becca: wth??!!
mich: wth??!!

just find it unbelievable. another kenneth.

**if you happen to read this, please dun get offended
i just find it interestingly unbelievable.

so many people named kenneth
i'm knowing more kenneth that people who named rebecca.
my facebook got 4 kenneths i think.
haha

people dont worry
i nv think about it anymore
its over.
my life is back to those days when i havent meet that kenneth.
haha.

i'm holding 2 jobs now.
thought of quiting nec, but i simply spend too much.
i need more money to cover my spending

my new supervisor is cute but too bad short
very nice guy who got transferred from balcony(the heeren)
after knowing i'm single he wants to intro cute guys to me.
LOL
thanks but i not into it now.

if you notice..
i mentioned eye candy.
he is mich friend
a cute and nice guy.
congrats to him. he ord today (:

blog again next time i'm off to work.

pictures (:

2009-04-29T15:04:00.001+08:00

ohmygod.

2009-04-29T13:03:00.000+08:00

ohmygod.
the first time in my life, i got drunk
it was horrible.
u will think that i got myself drunk because of him.
nope. i got drunk because i had too many different type of drink
but i dont deny i cried but i promise myself i'm not gonna let another tear drop fall.
if its mine, it will be (:

i was told that i went missing for an hour plus.
i did tell my fren that i'm outside cos it was too cold in the ktv lounge
she didnt hear it, as a result everybody thought i deliberately went missing.
i fell asleep outside highlanders.
didnt hear the calls nor feel the vibrations.
i got them worried. i'm sorry.

luckily one of the manager had been watching me,
he said there was a group of guys had been watching.
so dangerous and scary!
really wanna thank him for that though i dont know him.

i wont get myself drunk again.
never ever.

to all my dearest friends.
thank-you for the messages (:
very sweet and really nice of you guys.
everyone is trying to cheer me up.
i'll recover, its just a matter of time.

i did thought of sending long scolding messages to him
i text already but nv press send.
dramatic ya?
but later i seriously think that there is no point.
plus this action is kinda childish.

i finally deleted the pictures i took with him from my phone.
it helps me to stop thinking about it.
if i really miss it then i will look at the pic through my comp.
those sweet moments.

wee keat intro me a song when i was blogging half way.
愈慢愈美丽 by jolin.
yup. take my time.
enjoy the moments and not rush into it.

will be posting pictures soon (:
apparently lunar will be introducing '鸭‘
they are really cute.
i took picture with them but i dont have it with me. haha

i went shopping again.
got 1 dress and 2 top.
no money still shop. thats bad.
i'm a shopaholic..

she's better now..

舍不得

2009-04-27T06:51:00.000+08:00

i realised time really doesn't matter.
fell in love in less than a month but the pain is worst than all the relationship i had.

i think i'm using the thumb drive as an excuse.
i wanna talk to you face to face.

i dun like blocking people on msn
i rather appear offline.

you once told me that if i go mia, cant expect you to be monk right?

i really thought of mia.
but i 舍不得。

i still dont wanna give up on it.

time(:

2009-04-26T15:03:00.000+08:00

had been thinking of my behavior lately.
i totally dislike myself.
that is sooo not me..

i'm not making myself so desperate.
let the nature take its cause.
u take ur time and think wat you want
time will tell if we're meant to be.

i'm super duper broke.
cant wait for my pay to come
every month i'm saying this, wonder when i'll stop typing this line in my post.

yesterday was damn fun at lynn's birthday
taboo was awesome.
especially like the way qy and brenda describe the words.
qy wins cos she thought the words one the card was helping words.

ride on eileen's bike.
damn cool!
though i made a lot of noise.
she had been trying to make me smile.
thank-you eileen (:

i'm happy that norman says i look good now
he said i'll be damn good if i lose a little more weight.

i'm trying to.
jia you becca!

i love my friends.
i really do.

its all white and cystal clear.

2009-04-26T12:09:00.000+08:00

i wanted to make a ai xin bento before my feeling for you fades,
sort of a suprise for you.
walked all the way to whitesand to purchase the ingredients.
but as i stepped into ntuc, i totally lost the mood in making a ai xin bento.
i cannot make an ai xin bento when i'm in a heart broken state.

i realised i cannot treat it as nothing happen
i can truly understand the line 心痛比快更真实。

i guess i've think too highly of myself that we'll be together.
all the 'to be' thing was making me so confident and it was so realistic.
all the hope that you had given to me had now vanish.
my heart simply breaks.
everywhere i go, the scence of you dancing with the girl is still in my head.
to think about it, you dont have to feel guilty as i really have no position.

(: communication

2009-04-23T06:48:00.000+08:00

my mood swing for this month is terrible.
thank-you for being so patient with me(:

many things in life are unpredictable.
i know what your worries are and i know you dont wanna hurt me.
no one knows if they can stay committed and faithful forever
but the least thing is 'have you even try to be faithful?'

after the talk last night, it makes me even sure that you're not as bad as you thought
have a little confident in yourself ok?
yes, i agree things are getting too fast.
we can take it slowly(:
there is no need to rush.
stop thinking that you're wasting my time(:
take me into your life slowly, i really don't mind.
lets take this time as knowing each other even better.

you're afraid that you'll lose all the fun you had when you're single and so do i?
remember the give and take thingy you told me?
its my turn to return it back to you (:

thankful that you're honest, thinking and taking this relationship seriously
i'm very glad that we are communicating

good morning everyone.
i never go club this week(:

i hope its my mood swing.

2009-04-19T14:02:00.000+08:00

she's tired..
she's busy..
she's doubting..
she's broke..
she's.... lost.

after reading wat u replied i dunno how i should react.
i dont know wat to do.
is it my mood swing?
sign.

mich, i'm so sorry
my schedule for next week sux
cant meet you for clubbing.
so sorry.

lalala (:

2009-04-12T14:58:00.000+08:00

had been tired for the whole week.
hopefully next week will be better.
the nec gang had been going to lunar or rebel after work.
the ktv at lunar was super duper high cos we were teasing our manager with darren(lunar manager)
they so old le, like each other still tuo tuo la la.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO DEAREST RU JIAO (:
the house was huge!
oreo and scottie were super cute though i cant tell which is which. LOL
i like the bee hoon, the dumplings and the curry!
the kids were so aggressive when the games start
so scary.
really have to comment, the pinatas they made were very successful very nice too(:

eden changed his blog song.
one of my favorite song simply love the lyrics
i think its very sweet.
when i first heard the song i told some of my friends that i will sing this song to my boyfriend.
i wonder when will i sing it. (:

for the passed one week i had been grinning a lot.
my colleagues are saying 'can you stop smiling?'
i'm loving the 'wall paper' i have (:

i have been regularly and practically looking at my phone every minute.
this is bad.
i wonder if there is such illness.

i like it when i woke up, the first message i see is from you.
a simple sms but it simply make my day (:
i like to read through the messages before i sleep.
you really make my day.

i've tripped and will be badly hurt if i know its only a game to you. i'm afraid that i'll lose it tml. i know i said this a few times but thats really how i feel. i'm kinda dissapointed with myself. small little thing and i'm already xiao xiao chi chu. this is not good. ):

i'm looking forward to tml(:

(: yes, thats you

2009-04-06T04:39:00.000+08:00

i was happy for a moment when i see my schedule last friday.

monday: no work
tuesday: full shift
wedesday: no work (:
thurday: night shift
friday: afternoon shift
saturday: night shift
sunday: no work

however my supervisor grandma passed away and she has to take urgent leave. manager did tell me that there will be a change in schedule. but i didnt know its gonna be that bad.

monday: night shift
tuesday: night shift
wedesday: FULL SHIFT *12 hours :'(
thurday: night shift
friday : afternoon shift
saturday: night shift
sunday: off (finally)

initially was 30 hours max but now is 42 hours.
i'm still happy that thurday i get to work 9 hours cos eve of public holiday is 10 per hour.
if you know me well you'll know why i'm sad.

i hope nectarie can hire more ppl.
i'm thankful that adrian aka wk is going back to nectarie for work

i havent do any shopping since i get the pay
that is sooooo not me.
i want my shopping soon!

some pictures that took last wednesday with michelle(:
sorry girl cant go phuture this week :(

a fren of mine was telling me that her bf is stressing her to go on diet
a lot of things that she likes to eat, he is telling her to control.
if he wants her to slim down slowly i would not bloging abt it.
it really pissed me off when he tell my fren
'my frens' gf all slim slim one leh'
this is the line that upsets my fren.

guys, listen..
if you really like the girl dont do this to her.
you like her?
you love her?
then you should love her fats too.
yes, slim down will make her look better and healthier
but not forcing her to go for some extrem diet or say things to stress her.
a sudden lose of weight is bad for her body.

i'm also trying to lose weight too.
well not because of guys,
just wanna look better and fit into nice clothes (:
i'm dancing my fats off (:
i dun like to skip meals cos i dont wanna torture myself.
good food are meant to be eaten and not put there to stare and salivate.

i'm sleepy.
good night people (:

she's happy (: she had been messaging someone the whole day. the person she is messaging is so funny that she never fails to grin when she reads the messages.
she's happy to be labelled as good dancer (: she likes the invention of handphone cos it can sms.

it comes so quickly that i'm afraid i'll lose it tml.. shan't think too much. enjoying the moment..

loser!

2009-04-03T01:48:00.000+08:00

met andrew and billy in phuture.
yesterday was super duper fun.
andrew and i were calling each other loser cos he thought i was drunk.
well in fact he was the one who is drunk. (loser) haha
he even tested me on the ingredients in the cake. i've got all correct (:
i know my limit and i know when to stop.

i cant believe the people i met recently actually knows my friend.
what a small world.

i'm doing things that i dont do in the past.
just trying out new things.
yes, apparently i like to club.

a message for u at the last part.

2009-04-01T03:04:00.000+08:00

the week had been happening.
my sister's graduation and sentosa trip
sister's graduation was last friday and while sentosa was yesterday.

the waiting to watch her receiving the cert on stage was super long
she was the last few to receive lor
damn hungry during the ceremony, had been eying on buffet since the moment i see it.
the food was not bad.
here are the pictures.. (:

my da jie got me a pair of diamond earrings from citigems.
its my 21st birthday gift.
though i haven't reach the age on appreciating diamonds but the earrings are beautiful especially under the light.
thank-you da jie <3

sentosa trip.
went with michelle (:
i'm having light sun burnt
took lots of picture with michelle like 200 plus plus
thats not the max cos we deleted ALOT of it.
Alot. i'm serious.

*the pictures u all see here are specially selected ones.
becca didnt lose weight, its the angle and she only pick the nice ones.
cos she scared the fats will scare u
other pictures wil have to make sure michelle is ok with it then i post.
here are some of it.

it had been long since i last chat with her on msn.
i really miss those days.
going choir together, talking crap and how she keep my pencilcase when i was actually looking at her.
wonder if she still remembers it.
many times i really feel like calling her when i'm down
i really regret on my childish act then.
my heart breaks whenever i think of it.
i cant believe i trusted him.

i really wanna say sorry.
i know i said it a few times.
i'm sorry i broke ur heart.
i'm sorry i've ruin it.

i wish i could turn back the clock..

i hope we can slowly build it back..
i know we can. (:

phuture with mich and shopaholic

2009-03-27T01:27:00.000+08:00

i enjoyed clubbing with michelle! love her!
I REALLY DO!!!
it was suppose to be a class outing but last minute all cant make it.
well. ronald said he will organise the next time and treat us drinks :)

i was so worried for michelle cos she was a little drunk and was SUPER high
note. i used the word super.
zirca offers 5 free house pour! no more lychee martini!
i simply dislikes martini. really.
i'm more of vodka and whisky person.

zhi ping called me at abt 2316
guess wat he said..
zp: becca, i just wanna tell not to drink too much and take care..
he spoke it in a gentle and 'act cute' tone.
.... i was shocked to receive his call.
dunno wat he is up to.

*pictures please refer to facebook

went to meet maureen for the movie 'confessions of a shopaholic'
the movie was hilarious. luke (the bf of rebecca bloomwood)had been sweet in the book.
same goes to the movie. i wanna a boyfriend like him too *grin*
i really dun mind watching it again(:

its my sister's graduation ceremony tml!
going all the way to clementi.
its gonna be the 6th time in my whole life going there
gonna have lots of pictures :)

pay is coming in 3 days time!
i'm counting down..

nectarie

2009-03-12T14:21:00.000+08:00

finally i'm recovering
i was sick for the passed one week
it was horrible.
guess it was due to not enough rest
i need my beauty sleep!

work was busy but fun :)
andrew and billy had brought us lots of jokes
billy's version of hot n cold really make me laugh
will miss them when they're gone

went town with maureen
got my nails done :)
i was dazing during the manicure session
cant wait for my next pay.
i love shopping and i should pamper myself more.
i want spa. haha

this whole week will only be working on friday and saturday
good life?
no! that means next month's pay will be lesser.

i've organised a class outing at phuture with year 1 classmates :)
its gonna be sooooooo fun!
the date has been set 25 march!
its gonna be so exciting!

pictures again. its all about nectarie..
anyway. HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZHI PING!

becca? bad girl?

2009-03-12T03:14:00.000+08:00

when was the last time i blogged? oh. 22 oct'08 that was so long ago. *grin*
i've stop blogging for close to 5 months.

this blog had been abandon for 5 months i wonder who will notice that i've updated.
i really wonder. shall see who is the one who tagged first :)

i'm starting to club.
i dont really drink but dance and have fun with my frens when i'm at there:)
i went phuture today.
wanted to go double o for free flow but peiling is under age
ended up club hopping in clarke quay.
had 2 sour apple shots and 1 lychee martini (martini is really not a drink for me)
then head back to phuture.
LOVE PHUTURE

guess who i saw?!

michii! that was super unexpected.
didnt know that she clubs!
gonna ask her out on one of the wednesday. :)

people had been telling me that i've changed, i'm no longer guai.

seriously, how do you define guai?
stay at home all day is guai?
be home by 2200 is guai?
dun club means guai?

there are guai clubbers.
i'm one of them. (look into my eyes, i'm serious) :)
cant believe that my mum actually allow me to club but she don't like it when i do it too often.
so i told myself i will always let my mum know about it, but if she no for that week then i wont go.

see i'm a guai clubber.

i've finally updated my blog. :)

i'll eat you alive

2008-10-22T14:45:00.000+08:00

finally i'm updating my blog.

had been very busy..

i've 2 jobs now, conrad hotel and nectarie

please come and find me if you're clubbing or drinking in clarke quay..

nectarie is a cafe and their cakes are really good!

i received a message from my friend that makes me laugh non stop.

i'm sharing with you guys now..

here the message goes.. i laughed the most at lines that are underlined.

"Hi, i am enma. once you read this you can't get out.

finish reading this, do as i say.

i'm enma ai. i'm a ghost.

if you don't send it to at least 15 people, i'll come your house at midnight and hide in your cabinet. when you're sleeping, i'll come out and eat you alive, don't believe me?

there's two fact...

case 1
teo hwee choo, she read thisbut she never send it to anyone. she thought that it was a joke and she is with us now. i ate her alive.

case 2

kimberly koh xue min, she only sent to 6 people, not good enough! she's now in coma and she'll never wake up! "

i can't stop laughing at case 2.

i don't if my friend actually believe this message or just to let me laugh at it.

i didnt forward the message and i didnt see any ghost.

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school had started!

i've no class on every tuesday and wednesday!!

that means that i'll likely to work.

work = money

money = shopping.

conclusion..

i love shopping.

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i had been meeting with rj va nel and the rest last friday..

we went to 3 macdonalds in the east. (changi airport T2, whitesand and downtown east)

rj and i were trying to irritate va by saying "na beh"

we hang out till about 230am and took a cab home with zp and sh

was very tired that day as i had work in the morning at istana(oc:outside catering for conrad)

my second time going to istana for oc.

it was a lunch hosted by the senior minister.

was a little stress as i'm scared of spillage

alright pictures time!

i'm tired already.

i'll blog again soon :)

i'm loving it

east coast park and hide out cafe

2008-06-04T17:06:00.000+08:00

morning 7.30am

my phone rang, tk chia(tung kiong)
tk: becca i dreamt of you last night!!
becca: yah? is it?? (sleeping tone)
tk: yah! i was so stunned!
becca: oh.................. .............oh.. ok
tk: why you still sleeping?!
becca: today afternoon shift(sleeping)
tk: huh?! so good! from wat time to wat time?
becca: 2 to 8 (becca was still sleeping)
tk: wa! so good
becca: yah..................................................(sleeping)
tk:oh . . .
-silence-
tk:yah! my birthday treat!
becca: ok........... next time then call you out.(becca still sleeping)
-silence-
(becca still sleeping)
tk: ok la you can continue sleeping (becca was so happy when she heard that)

i really have no idea why he have to call me to tell me abt it.
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pictures again!!!
due to RV we need to accompany a family to east coast park and have some English games.
i really love the 2 boys.
Robert and william (both about 8 and 9 years old)
Robert's reply was so innocent
after the east coast park we went hide out cafe..
and now... the pictures time!!!!!

3.1 :)

2008-05-28T18:13:00.000+08:00

i'm at le meridien(one of the branch located there) doing my attachment now
kinda bored.
but soar always manage to find some way to entertain themself.

had been very very very busy over my MP and the work given by RV.
i cant believe one of my manager make us wait for 2 hours.
no joke.
2HOURS!
we were supposed to meet her at 10am but she turn up at 12pm.
when we were 20 minutes late..
they said we're not that unreasonable if you're going to late do drop us a message.......
she was 2 hours late and she didnt even drop us a message.
瓦 thanks lor

thank-you wicked for 487 songs

alright i wanna post photos!
the catching day and my dearest nephew :)

my work

2008-05-19T23:29:00.000+08:00

a saturday morning when becca was talking to her colleague..

becca:'are you guys printing name card?'
joan:'yah, it think they printed yours too...'

OMG! becca's name card???!!!
dunno if its true:)

working at the showflat can be quite interesting..
meeting all sorts of people
the rich, the cocky, the loving etc etc

the rich one 'how much are you selling per square feet? i'm looking for the sea view apartment for investment..'

the cocky 'oh, this is TOO SMALL, what the biggest you have? my current house is even bigger than this! *roll her eyes*'

the loving(no speech cos their body language tells everything..)

i met............

1) Mr kelvin tan (siglap sec)
2) Naomi Lee (siglap head of sch function 2005)
3) alvin (marcus's alvin)
4)TP lecturer
5) mdm sing(TP telesys lab teacher)

in the showflat!

tml's post will be filled with pictures!

why?

2008-05-15T00:06:00.000+08:00

i cried while reading the news paper.
first was Myanmar now's china
so many people died..
so many..

is it part of God's plan?
i always hear this from sister sheena,
'God has a plan for all of us.....'
it makes me wonder if natural disasters' part of it.
but cant deny that people are getting united.
maybe things will turn out better later..

i should trust Him

was on the way home with my mum
and chatting happily till we get to my sister's wedding topic..

'your dad was so happy during your sister's wedding....... he was so happy' she said.

we knew we'll going to cry
cos there was tears in our eyes.
i held her arm, lied on her shoulder and told her 'mummy dont cry'

and we did it.
we're getting stronger :)
he may leave us but he is always in our heart..

i love him

thatsbecca

2008-05-13T21:27:00.000+08:00

pictures time!

our 2nd manager love saying..
..'welcome to the real world'
was quite upset when she said i never press the company hard enough.

i really called the companies a lot of times... but the printing company really never get back to me.
i even call back and reminded them.. but...the printing company dont seem to care.
but still something for me to be happy for.. she praise our flyers and brochures :)

went le meridien hotel to check out for the booth pricing but the space had been fully booked =/
well, well have to try other location.

went to watch speed racer!
i like the movie!!!!
speed, trixie, racer x etc etc
i really dont understand why rain's picture must be so big on the poster.

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i watched channel 8's the record challenge
the kids cried when they lost.
it really reminded me those day when we work so hard for SYF
we cried together, we laughed together..
i will never forget those days.
i love choir :)

becca is happy :)

speed racer

2008-05-13T21:07:00.000+08:00

SPEED RACER!!!
i watched the cartoon when i was in primary school..
i totally forgotten about it until i watch the movie today..
that male lead is sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo good looking!!
some pictures here..
becca is kissing him?

musically talented:)

2008-05-12T20:19:00.000+08:00

its driving me crazy..
its driving me crazy..
its driving me crazy..
its driving me crazy..
its = MP

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i'm watching channel U's 'you're the one'. i have to say M6's Beat box caught my attention. alright, M8 can sing and he sang well:) but his mandarin.........

becca is in love with the song 'take it home' but the lyric..... *no comment*
i love the tune!
creadit goes to glenn

i want more song!!!!! somebody please intro or send me!:)

alright, better continue with my MP..
JIA YOU BECCA!
becca like musically talented guys :)

i love my NDS

2008-05-09T22:21:00.000+08:00

ya, i admitted.

i had a crush on him

LOL

but its just a little crush

saw the one in orange? thats him.

alright!

change topic,

wk, sarah and olivia came over to do project

i cooked lunch for them :)

sa po fun and other dishes

the rest didnt come due to SIP

well there is always the next time

but please let me know a few days before.

so that my mum can cook.

all are welcome!

thatsbecca, she is playing a guitar!

*stolen from geradine

I WANNA LEARN GUITAR!

alright, better get started on project.

becca is learning to be more understanding~

sorry

2008-05-09T00:31:00.000+08:00

hopefully u get to see it.
i wanna say sorry.
maybe you're still pissed..
i really didnt mean to piss you off.
really.

i know i've done something wrong
i'm really sorry

haiz,
becca