Saturday, January 16, 2010 - supportive ok?
time check: 0906hrs
i woke up cos i saw his text that says..

'your friends comment seem negative de... maybe u should consider' [fb relationship status]

in no time i jump out of bed.
you've never seen becca wake up so immediate.
almost instant.
no 'lai chuang' at all.

i haven't even wear my spect, brush my teeth or wash my face.
while waiting for the set of my lappy
i was thinking so hard who would be the one giving bad comments
my close frens might advise me not to get someone younger
but i know they will still bless me.
and if they're my friends they should be supportive.

his so call negative comments was

"OMG, AGAIN?"
"U SURE?"

my expression was =.=" infront of the lappy.

i know many people would ask who is it and follow by the next question.
how old is he.

he is younger than me
someone i met at work.
he is sweet he gives me a feeling that i adore.

some people told me we'll end fast.
whether younger or older, if the relationship is not strong enough
no matter what, one day it will end.
who says that being with an older guy means the relationship will last forever..
i cant guarantee that my relationship with him will last but at least i know both of us will try to make it happen.

i dont go for looks or whether compatible not,
i go by feeling
once fallen i dont care about anything[age etc]

both of us started off as friends.
pure friends. no feels for each other.. but slowly, some how the feeling came along.

not becos of an incident i would still thought it was one sided.
i even try testing him to see if he likes me but he totally dun show.

to be honest, we're not officially together.
i set 2 challenages for him
he had cleared one,
one more to go. haha
i know u might think its lame.
but through the challenages i know him more.
he dont give up easily, even when i said lets drop the idea he just say no.
he will prove it to me.
at least 50% of guys will be damn happy when u say 'drop the idea'

i change fb rs status as there are a few guys starting to sms me and ask me out.
wanted to put 'in an open relationship' but think in a relationship better.
haha.

if you're my friends, please be supportive.
nobody knows what will happen in the future.
i just dont wanna regret.


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