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we ended off nasty.
he use a lot of rough words.
so much for being loving and care for him.
thats all i get in return.
he didn't even wanna meet me to tell me straight off to break.
being with him, i nv once spend a whole day with him.
he is always meeting his frens and now even break off he rather go do other stuff.

my biggest mistake in life was to believe and trust him.
if not i will not fall for another guy who named kenneth.

so much of promises that he used to assure me
it has just proven again that its rubbish.

towards the end of the relationship i hate myself.
knowing this guy is not worth it but i still carrying hope and giving chances.
it just make myself so desperate.
i hate it.
i know well enough we're from a different world.

the heart breaking feeling is killing me.
i dun wanna see him
i dun wanna know any news about him
i'm f hating myself.

coming to think about it.
i thank him for helping me to get over the previous kenneth
i dont deny i did have happy times with him and i love it a lot
and now its over.
its time to wake up and open the door and let myself free.

for every r/s there is a lesson to be learnt.
the previous kenneth told me that i fall in love easily
trust people too easily however i never put his words into heart and here i am once again being hurt due to trusting and in love easily.
the impact on me is so bad that i will not fall so easily and trust guys that much the next time.

people are asking me to fling around etc.
i'm not those type of girls and i dont make other people as a substitute.
i will recover but i need some time.
i hope i can recover really soon.

he is just another jerk i meet in life.

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