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Monday, August 17, 2009
- bye thatsbecca.
my last post at this URL. thank-you for spending time reading(: if you're true fren of mine or someone who cares for me, you'll definitely be able to find the new blog. cos only these people willing put in effort to spend a little more time for me. dinner with the choir gang was fun. hope nel like the surprise planned. i really envy the 2 couples. rj & nic, ss and nel. so loving. they get to spend time with each other often. looking at the way they sweet talk to each other, suaning each other i simply envy. all i could do was to look at my phone and seeing messages from others but not from you. i told him many times that i felt neglected. we dun talk on the phone. message took ages to reply (i know u're riding and busy. for that i can i understand) he dun come and find me anymore. he told me he dun wanna watch hangover with me as he feel that he wont understand cos they speak too fast. friday i was sick and i still have to work. he booked out, thinking and hoping he would come and find me but in the end he went to find his frens to watch the proposal. dragging my sick body to travel home after work. chinatown north east line then 81 back home. that night the journey seem extra long. saturday i only receive a message from him and thats all. sunday. he went to meet his fren. a common fren of ours saw him. i dont even know where he is. i know nothing about you. as i told u in sms. i wont sms to tell you all these anymore. he lost interest in me. he want his frens and bike. i'm giving you freedom to all these. i'll not complain anymore. those hugs, kisses and long messages u used to sent to express your affactions i'll definitely miss badly. i'm missing those days when he dun have his bike. i wont ask you to message, love, care and spend more time with me anymore cos i know i will end up talking to your phone. i'm not giving you attitude, can u even tell i'm typing all these in tears? or you wont even get to read this cos u wont read my blog. i'm missing kenneth khoo badly. very badly. all i want is some time with you but it seem so difficult.. bye. thatsbecca.blogspot.com |
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becca,21studying at ERC insitude UOG dregree in Business management specialising in events management. love my family, friends, singing, dancing and laughters(: tagboard
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