Sunday, April 26, 2009 - its all white and cystal clear.
i wanted to make a ai xin bento before my feeling for you fades,
sort of a suprise for you.
walked all the way to whitesand to purchase the ingredients.
but as i stepped into ntuc, i totally lost the mood in making a ai xin bento.
i cannot make an ai xin bento when i'm in a heart broken state.

i realised i cannot treat it as nothing happen
i can truly understand the line 心痛比快更真实。

i guess i've think too highly of myself that we'll be together.
all the 'to be' thing was making me so confident and it was so realistic.
all the hope that you had given to me had now vanish.
my heart simply breaks.
everywhere i go, the scence of you dancing with the girl is still in my head.
to think about it, you dont have to feel guilty as i really have no position.


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